Transformed by the Cosmos and Goodbye to Kraajoc

September 5, 2016


An important night resulted in several transitions. First, I was transformed by the cosmos when they added a large additional measure of cosmic awareness to my earth self. This was a substantial amount and resulted in the new cosmic me needing to discover its earthly body. It was quite entertaining for this new presence to become acquainted by feeling my face, arms and torso. The message was that I was now prepared to be ‘on my own.’
Next, I had a complete awareness that I no longer would be accompanied by Kraajoc and that he was moving on. Quite simply, I no longer required his presence. It was a matter-of-fact parting with complete acceptance on my part. Absent was any earthly adjectives associated with the parting.
Everything is now beautifully focused. Every moment is new.


Visits From the Cosmos

January 24, 2016

I wake up to the normal mists and then faces start coming thru one after another. I realize they are all smiling and looking at me very intensely. Then I get the idea that there is some kind of thanks coming from them to me. Then a bunch more faces start coming thru but they are talking. I’ve never seen them talking to me before. I tell them I can’t hear them, but that doesn’t work. I try to read their lips and I begin to get enough pieces that they are saying “it’s up to you”. “you have to…” I don’t know what. Then it gets real intense with them practically shouting at me…of course I can’t hear them, but again get bits and pieces that if this doesn’t work, bad things are gonna happen. Totally new interaction.

Next night they start right in on me talking totally intense. It’s one face after the another at rapid speed…and they want me to get a message. They are irritated and intense.

The next night, I’m just lying there looking at the stars when I begin to see into another world. I see legions of dark souls marching. Thousands of them in straight lines and columns. They are coming in waves with commanders or some “higher ups” pushing them on. Some real big wigs come in to view and turn to me. Then a small pin point light appears in the middle of it all. It quickly grows in to an opening, and angels just start pouring thru. Hundreds of them. They quickly move in and the dark souls recede leaving me with only angels and Arregio and S floating about.

The next night, there are angels flying about and then a big angel with a configuration I’ve never seen before comes–many more angles and shapes. There was no color other than white but the term “ornate” applies. We’ve got something big going on! Then here they come, tens of thousands of angels in rows and columns streaming all together to a destination. They are flying so fast their wings are pinned behind them. Similar to a school of fish, but more organized. They are flowing in unison and they are speeding to somewhere. Very much like your description Pete when you saw them heading to start a new planet. They moved right on thru as I wished them luck.

Wonder what will happen tonight?

Coming Home

October 15, 2015

Oct 9, 2015
So I awake this morning looking at the stars and I realize that the stars are moving past me from left to right. Well that is something new. Then all of a sudden I realize… I am moving past the stars and am in some sort of vehicle that is traveling through the universe. Like looking out the window of a spaceship. I am moving at about the pace of a satellite. My first thought was oh I am coming home. Meaning that my soul out in the universe is coming home here to me. Then I get the thought that “they” are coming home. Anyone’s guess is as good as mine here but I would think that the advanced beings would be on their way here.

Oct 11, 2015
I wake up today and the stars come in to focus, and lo and behold, there is a planet. I am not moving and there she sits. If I had to make a guess, I would say my soul in the universe has come home. My guess is for the final transformation. Will keep you posted as the transformation plays out. Remember the last one took one and a half years to accomplish.

Oct 11, 2015
Cool! Several years ago I was taken ‘home’ to my area of the cosmos. The feeling was immensely powerful; perhaps I need this memory at that time. The feeling of HOME was soooooo wonderful and the awareness strengthened me, gave me peace and comfort. Prior to departing and coming back I ‘communed’ with vast numbers of entities residing there. Upon my exit there was a cosmic embrace.

New Lights and Geometry

February 4, 2015

So I am laying there in the dark looking across the room when instantly a 6″ diameter circle of multiple lights appears. It had multiple lights within in it and blue in between. For a second I thought was it a light on the DVD player, but realized it was too beautiful to be of this world. It was geometrically intricate but I could not make out the geometry. I thanked the heavens for sharing and stared at it for about 20 seconds and then it was gone. I thought, well it is Feb 1st and new things are going to happen in Feb. And just 4 hours into the month…here we go!

A Summary of Awakening in the last three years

November 24, 2014


I sit here at age 56 having gone thru an awakening directed by God. I have been in the presence of God 6 or 8 times over the last 3 years or so. I have had a conversation with Jesus. I was awakened and have been given the specific task of “speaking the truths of God”. When I was awakened, I was transformed and then I was anointed.

For a period of one and a half years during 2012 and 2013 I was visited nightly by Advanced Beings. They would work on an area in my mid-section all night. At the end of this time frame, they came in great numbers and dropped into my room signaling the project was complete. They were very much overjoyed. I think it will be many years before I know what and why they did this…I may really never know until I go to Heaven.

I have been given 3 Angels. Arregio, Lady S, and William. Arregio was my first and has been at my side day and night since I first met him. Lady S came along about a year later and never leaves my side. William is tasked with keeping me on the right path. It was he who told me of an upcoming opportunity I was to be presented with. When I was offered the position of President of my company, I instantly knew that was the opportunity and saying yes was my destiny.

God has given me a clarity on life that is both reassuring and taxing at the same time. I have been taught to not have fear by filling that space with Faith. I have an understanding that I cannot avoid my humanity, therefore I accept it. I look forward to the days when I will have the opportunity to speak the truths of God, but know that times will be difficult when those words need to be heard.

Flexing the Vibrations

September 30, 2014

July 1, 2014 Well I have not given any updates in a while as nothing really mind popping has occurred. But what has occurred over the last year is the singular point that was placed in me about 2.5 years ago has grown to encompass my entire organ area except for my heart and lungs. A couple of months ago I was given the capability to “flex” it kind of like a muscle, and that allows the vibrations to not affect my writing and keyboard strokes. I am still vibrating, but I can remain physically calm. It has been fantastic. It was one of the harder aspects I have had to deal with since being awakened. It will be interesting to see how this grows as time goes by. When I am in different universes I can flex it to gain or diminish vibrations. Should be fun seeing how far this goes in the next 10 or 20 years. Love to all!
(Barbara apologizes for not getting this posted sooner!)

Witness to a Meeting in the Cosmos

June 23, 2014

Another of those, never seen this before, experiences last night.

About six different entities arrived from very distant and separated areas of the cosmos. Each was a geometric chicken wire configuration but with differences. Some came with their own background color, others came from different angles, slightly changing the view of the geometry, (not a straight on view).

The pastel green and turquoise colors made an impression of all feeling. As if it was new for me, on me, in me… To allow me to change. It started with a green wire filled with the twinkling green color and then the turquoise painted the background, misting back and forth with a pastel green.

As they accumulated I began to ask questions, something relatively new for me, and without any specifics. I knew that this was a meeting. About what or for what was not revealed to me; just that this was very important and I should know about it. Well knowing about it also allows me to pass it on as it may have significance for others. I had thoughts of some experiences each of us (in the family) have had, but mainly I felt the personal change in me. This is from my area of the cosmos and I was visited as a reminder. The others were lending supporting memory and love.

Awash in Infinite Grace

June 21, 2014

When awash in the infinite grace of the space that is all that is, feelings of joy and beauty can not be known in earthly terms. A time in existence, felt so briefly in this body, leaves a taste sooooo desirable. To know, to be aware, to be and bring it back, the feeling; AH!
All with reason, purpose. I accept. Again and again and again; fully in love.

Journey into the Heart

May 8, 2014

During the night I awoke and felt an overwhelming wave of peace throughout every cell in my body. Sooo calming. Then I felt my heart area begin to expand. My heart and chest felt like they were both enlarging.

So, I went into my heart in that meditative state. In my heart I was joined by a lot of angelic beings who just kept coming in and filling up my first heart room. It just got bigger and bigger and I could feel it expanding physically as well. Then they indicated that the ALL would come through my heart to the world.


Now, to fill in a little background, I have “gone into” my heart at different times during meditations. It is a wonderful experience. I have discovered several “rooms” in my heart. The first main room is a large welcoming/gathering space with an archway on one side that leads into other rooms. The walls of the rooms are “alive”–kind of pulsing–and they are different colors. Amazingly beautiful. One of my favorite rooms is a teal color. In the last room, at the end of the series of rooms in my heart, is a very large opening into a blackness with no end and no floor–an abyss. That is God. It took me a while to be able to step into that blackness (it’s a bit scary to step off into nothingness), but it was a wonderful thing to experience.

The picture I had during the night was of The Divine God coming from the darkness/abyss through the rooms and out through the entry/gathering room through my chest to the world.

Actually that’s the way that The Divine shows itself in all of our lives–through our heart. It is through love, compassion, friendship, caring, empathy, joy–all those emotions and activities that spring from the heart–that God is present in the world.

If you choose to take a little jaunt into your heart while in a prayerful or meditative state, please know that your heart may look totally different from mine. Just let yourself explore a bit and let it show itself to you. It’s a whole new world!

Love, Barbara

Other-Dimensional Travel and the Divine White Light

January 17, 2014


Woke up to the usual…legs wrapped up, heat on lower back, arms missing and abdomen humming. I was deep off in who knows what dimension. Sensed Mom around. It was like I was in her house. Very vibrant Mexican colors…yellows, burnt orange, blues and reds. When I looked in to the universe, a red mist appeared. There was also a new electric light blue. There were angels flying about…the angels returned about a week ago. I am not sure if red angels appeared, or if they were just flying thru the red mist and appeared red. Arregio and S arrived and I drifted off. I woke back up and I was looking at my hand (in another dimension). I had 4 fingers up. I instantly knew it was my own hand. It was right in front of my faces…inches from my eyes. Then the bright white light completely illuminated it. you know the white light that is so white it can be nothing but something divine…man is that light white! So it illuminates it and my thumb comes out to make a 5 just long enough for me to realize as my thumb folds back in leaving the 4 that the message is “4”. Loud and clear! Then I get a vision of a light haired guy about 6 feet 3 inches standing 100 yards away who waves for me to come to him and speaks my name ROBERT. I think this was William. In the last 2 weeks the exact same voice has called my name out to me several times.

As usual, our job is to report it and let it be. I have no clue what any of it means. I sure do like seeing the white light though. Love to all.